Brittany Nicole Francis. 21 year old, respectable young lady who loves Jesus, has a passion for cats, a desire to make the world a better place, a slight obsession for Taylor Swift, a soft spot for anything country. A dreamer, a hopeless romantic, an artist, a hard working, self reliant young woman who loves the simple things in life.
I should have given you a reason to stay.
But I know that as soon as I start, I will be unable to stop. My heart feels heavy due to all of the emotions I am trying not to feel. My mind feels like it is expanding just so it can make room for all of the things I am trying not to think about.
People I’ve hurt… People that have hurt me. Two wrongs do not make a right.
Money. Bills. Work. School. Homework.
I feel so alone. I am losing all of my friends. I am trying to make nyself feel things I will never feel. I want so desperately to find the person I am going to marry. Or just to find someone who cares. I would really like for someone to hold me at night while I cry.
I hate when I feel like this. I hate that I do not know why. I just want to be as happy as I pretend to be.
I am absolutely sick of being alone.
Yep. That’s me.
